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A Grey Note👣

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Okay, so I don’t really know what my brain is up to. Oh, well. Tea’s done, the cup’s empty. I made good tea today. It's raining outside. I don’t know why I’m writing this, but I am at peace while writing this. I love to study Forensic Psychology. It’s the gore, the murders, the sheer crimes humans commit. Studying it feels like accepting the criminal side of us, entering that world without hate or blame, just recognizing that it exists. It’s fascinating. The human mind! I only brought this up because it’s mid-sems. Otherwise, eating, sleeping, and reading are my only loyal activities. It was raining; it still is. But in the last few seconds, it’s gone dark. The sky is grey—all grey—the " gloomy" grey for some while the " romantic" grey for others. For me today, it’s a " numb" grey. A grey that makes you feel something yet nothing. A grey that makes your thoughts align.... Scratch that!!!  It started raining heavily. God, I love that sound...

Embracing the Chaos!

I know, I know – it's too early for 2025 and too late for the second part of "Verse of Silence." To be honest, I've been procrastinating. The videos were ready, but they needed some arrangement and editing. Today was finally the day I decided to just do it. The past two months have been a roller coaster. My routine was nonexistent, everything was changing, but June was kind to me, and July is going well so far. Let's not even talk about May; that was a rough experience. I know I'm not really talking about the "Verse of Silence" yet, and I'm not sure if I will in the next paragraph. So much is going on in my head, and I don't really know what to bring to paper first, so I've just decided to keep writing. There's no flow to this, so if you're looking for something motivating and positive, you might want to stop reading. Consider this a disclaimer, because I'm just pouring out what's inside. I like repetition and stability. I...